help me JPA..(starving mode)

Assalamualaikum..

dear miss J..
i remember on that time, u asking me to stay, place that i dream nights and days, i waited 2 years to go there, but at the end of it, u just ripped it away. u know it was hard to me but i never object ur decision coz i know u know better, u know what is good for me. i cried but what can i do some more besides accept your decision. but still i stay by ur side. i never attempt to find someone else. how loyal am i. but why u did this to me?

dear miss J..
i remember on the first sem.. u asking me to meet u at putrajaya, i went there. u asking me to call, i called even only on the 5th u answer it. u asked me to emel u, i emel even on that time, it was hard to find the internet connection. i never complaint. i know u are the only one but why u did this to me?

dear miss J..
last sem, u asked me to meet u. i went there even. i dress up, wearing a necktie, wore shining shoes, put some gel on my hair. u know i got dynamic class on that day, miss Zaimah plan to teach the last chapter but i skipped that class even i know it was so important. i dont wanna let u disappointed. but why u did this to me?

dear miss J..
u asked me to keep pointer above 2.5. if i'm not, u will leave me. i work hard night and day, burning the midnight oil, to keep that promise. but why u did this to me?

dear miss J..
all i'm asking is to keep ur promise, never hold it on, do ur job, cz if u are not, someone here will suffer, someone here will starving, gasping for food, find a way to earn extra money. that all!!

dear miss J..
u know rite im 22 this year, what ever ur decision is, to postpone, to skip or whatever it is, everything i will take in account when i deliver my vote.

so miss J..
i hope u understand my situation. i have to buy so many books, to pay house rental, and other utilities. plz plz..

p/s-orait, this blog entirely i dedicated to my beloved step mother, Jabatan Perkhidmatan Awam (JPA).

Mya Sarah..

Assalamualaikum..

orait.. that was the first time i have a photoshoot with model pose in front of my camera, and also that was the first time i shoot dlm longkang at JB waterfront. smapai Polis dtg soung kiteorng. haha..

from the other side, i knew someone is not easy when i upload this kind of picture. yela, shoot model pompuan, sexy, aurat n smua, but for me, this is in the learning process, and  i dont give a damn who was talking behind.

for me, portrait is

happy mothers day!!

assalamualaikum..

according to the title above (rase mcm surat karangan rasmi lak.. haha). today is

MOTHERS DAY!!

and i want to say that i love you mom more than anything. you have been a greatest mother in the world.
(tibe2 air mata mula bergenang)
i dont know why but it really touch me. every deed that she made was incomparable.

mari mengenang jasa mak!! (first time i want to share it to public)

1. mase umur 3tahun 7 bulan, pg pasar malam ngan mak, then tibe2

Putrajaya, Malaysia

Assalamualaikum..

Status Kukubesi yang lepas, dia cakap selagi kita nie bujang, mase itulah yang patut kite guna untuk berhempas pulas memajukan diri masing2. nnt dah kawin susah, kene pikir pasal anak bini, n mcm2 ag la.. aku rase mmg ada btol nya. mulai sekarang, aku rase nk rajin mengedit gambar and upload it. btol x? kene serius untuk berjaya. Azam baru semasa cuti.. haha.

td tgh2 main facebook, terbaca ada sorng share "list

I'm so SORRY..!!

Assalamualaikum.. (tak jawb dosa, jawab sayang!!)

ah sudah, bukan nak memerli tp just mengagumi keberanian dan keyakinan diri maria elena. bukan senang nk bercakap depan camera dan post them on youtube. mcm gak ini anwar hadi and mat luthfi. they are so talented to voice out their opinion in such a good and humor manner. then ramai yang nk follow diorng, buat vlog and post them in utube and facebook. orait laa..

ok, back to the title, yesterday, 19 april 2o11, was

Engagement huda & adik @ nilai, N9.

Assalamualaikum..

orait.. long time no c.. haha.. lame tak online due to examination week (it was disaster anyway), then tros grak ker terenggganu unplanned. sila salahkan Husna Hamdan dan terima kasih kepada Pokko dan ibu beliau menaja tempat tido dan makan kami selama 3 hari di sana.. haha..

sebut pasal pekse, mase exam, cik huda yang cantik telah msg aku, mintak gmbr which aku lupe nk bg, so, here i upload a few pictures.. bak kate mak aku, dah 'berjaman tondan' bru nk upload, tp nk buat mcm mane, asyik x sempat jer.. kepada cik huda n adik, sori r.. lambat ek, tp yg dlu dah bg ok laa.. yg nie just edit skit2 jer..

cite pasal mase amik gmbr si huda nie, mmg serabai.. mse tue aku bru balik dari turun gunung. mse tue kiteorng naik 6hari.. naik trans titiwangsa, so, kuar kat Cameron

Our Rights Never Goes Right (Dialogue with UNITEN's management vs Student)

Assalamualaikum..

hi guys.. as the title above, today entry would be about a rebellion from student society in Uniten, Bangi.in fact, there are a few blog already post this matter such as this sesumpah girl. eh, wait!! Rebellion?? wow, but that was not such a violent as you imagine.it is just a dialogue organize by MPP Uniten. this was regarding a very modern electric meter installed in every apartment in student hostel. it was said to encourage the student to berjimat cermat.. but there are a few issues that not fair from student point of view.

"hey saifuddin!! u are even stay in the apartment.. u are staying